AKU WONDERGIRL

2009-07-27T04:01:00.004+08:00

kim i miss you , bro . HAHA

i slept at 12 noon till 6 in the afternoon

due to that , i cant put myself to sleep now

grrrrrrrrr

will be meeting boyf later .

to avoid being late later , i think i should go to sleep after this

WAIT this is for you muhd irwan

when can you treat me to this ?

answer shouldnt be more than a week !

or else .................... grut kau baru tahu

hahahahahahaha , kidding .

dont anyhow grut hor

2009-07-26T19:22:00.003+08:00

my bestf + seha = she love i love her

like finally , got my usual saturday life back . great .

2nd month with irwan , simply the best

hangover .

seha next week dah mandi ?

2009-07-24T05:08:00.003+08:00

i will stop raising my head higher than my heart .

I can't promise you that you'll be happier with me, than you are now, but if you're looking for someone to love you, I can swear that I know how.

hey hey hey baba-G

2009-07-23T00:24:00.006+08:00

Aisyah , first , i wanna apologise for not being able to be there when you needed a bestf by your side . im suppose to be the one hugging you when you were crying so badly losing something so precious in your life. really am sorrrry bestf .

i realised its been quite long already since i last chill at Gombak/get sky high/maboksebok

reason is because i've been spending my time with mum since she's having a very very hard time with stepdad at home *sigh i paint only one of my nail , pink . mum is beside me now and shes messaging i dont know who but her keypad tone is very loud that when she types , it kinda creates a song call irritating . noisy siaa

i love you (y)

2009-07-20T19:31:00.002+08:00

mum's birthday yesterday . awww , she had fun . Breeks for dinner . Spicy nachos for supper

went to hospital at midnight since my cough was already dont know what to say
boyfriend cabbed or i dont know what vehicle exactly did he took to meet me there
blood test , urine test , sleep mouth open , paiseh , results , medicine , home

had not eat anything since morning , no appetite

i hate you , girl

2009-07-17T02:17:00.002+08:00

mum got herself absent from work yesterday morning since since my fever got from bad to worse .
Wan was sent home from school since his hair wasnt accepted , haha
they both send me to polyclinic , temperature was 39.9 at first .
have to wear mask , fuhuuuu look like surgeon
after taken medicine at home , temp rises to 40.0 !!!!!!
scaarrrrry

feeling better alreaddddddddddy , had supper at lau par sat with bf and mum

send him home then home sweet home

tired of everything , wish i could regain

2009-07-13T17:38:00.003+08:00

* sigh *

swimming = tired + darker

someone acting like i dont know lah what to say

haiyaaaaaa

if i could have one wish , i would wish i could be happy everyday .

how fairy godmother ? okay not ?

bye

jai ho

2009-07-12T04:32:00.002+08:00

i hope you stop saying that particular word which for you is nothing but for me , it totally hurts .

but nevermind , lets take it easy because i love you so

yesterday wasnt a good day to remember

but today will be a good day , hopefully

all about us - Tatu

2009-07-11T02:21:00.005+08:00

pocoyo , kato and elly !

Same goes to you too bestfriend !

I can now put my worry of loosing/drifting apart from you aside because, i strongly believed that nothing can ever pull us away from each other no matter what it is. I know you luv me alot , so do i . I luv you because you smiles at me and you mean it. i miss going shopping/window shopping with you n lastly i miss eating with you just like the above, i brought you to a weird place -.- you're will never be forgotten never once never had never will, i promise this goes same to you. Much misses kato !

not to forget my one and only elly ( seha ) i love you lah sibeh

muhd irwanzxz

sorehhh no moood

2009-07-10T00:00:00.004+08:00

've been spending time with bf . im happy and so is he . My mum had some conflicts at home with dad so she decided to bring us out .

Karaoke till 2a.m
Check in at nearby hotel , budjet ohbit budjet ohbit !!
Wan and Mum went to the doctor . Both of em got two days of mc .
Bowling , i lose again and again .
Arcade - so happy
Hotel again but this time , better , more luxurious like cb , aircon so cold . but no bath tub ):
Now = tired like bapak kau lagi balik kerje

HUNGRYY !! i want to eat you so theres no more no you in this world !!!

( not referring to anyone )

anyway , im late . but nvm . Happy belated birthday YUS !!! aisyah sehh aisyah sehh aisyah aisyah sehh aisyah sehh aisyah sehh aisyah sehh

hahahaha

smell of a fucking tayur

2009-07-09T13:29:00.003+08:00

just reached home , am very tiredddddddddddddd

went karaoke with mum and bf

mum was drunk , funnnny

later then update again , tired like bapak kau balik kerje

bye

morning madness

2009-07-07T06:53:00.003+08:00

hello , am very tired right now . have not yet sleeeeeeep . lucky fahmi shawty online , standard uh webcam but cant see his face , his voice only . what only .

i know im late here , but Happy 1 year 8 months bestfriend !

hope you like the cake . love you muah muah . HAHA

semalam i call you , you tak answer , HAHAHA

2009-07-04T03:45:00.003+08:00

Will be going out with mum in a few hours . im not yet asleeep .

hope bf agree to eat ayam penyet today ):

i want dress i want sandal i want bag i want revlon makeups

i want long hair i want this i want that

anyway , i miss cousin at chin swee rd there .

my niece over there always

make me happy like preppy happy , happy preppy

kantoi bapak kau , HAHA

2009-07-03T16:11:00.003+08:00

i dont want anyone else to realize how amazing you are

im glad everything is alright now because

we believe in whats meant to be will always find a way.

i miss aisy i miss shea i miss aisy i miss shea

who likes to be scolded ?

2009-07-02T19:54:00.005+08:00

forget everything please , i love you so

transformers

2009-06-29T16:18:00.002+08:00

i slept at 8 in the morning

reason : watched Realita Cinta Dan Rock n Roll

above is the 2 hot actors from th movie

tried cooking nasi goreng again .

this time round its not salty but the rice was too soft

i fail again

i can never be a chef , at home

anyway , happy 19th birthday muhd irwanzxzx

i love you so

sweetheart

2009-06-28T22:57:00.005+08:00

third post !!

bored already = blog lor

yesterday get to spend sweet quality time with sweetheart

get to eat ayam penyet like finally uh .

Aisyah wore a cute stupid shoe yesterday , hahahaha

i love aisy and shea ^^

tempting not ?

entertain me uh someone , if not theres gonna be fourth post !!!!!!

2009-06-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

second post

woke up at 7.30pm just now

above is syafeekah , apic's gf

she is cute and so is her hamster

one more hour to your birthday , muhd irwan !

but you dont seem to be excited at all .

haha

i was only pulling your leg

2009-06-28T08:47:00.006+08:00

luv

hi morning ,

i am a good girl yesterday

mum planned to watch Transformers later

but i rejected the offer because

i've already plan to watch with boyfriend tomorrow

since tomorrow is his birthday

dont be sad over what i did last night , i wasnt even serious (Y)

i think i thought i think i thought

2009-06-24T01:47:00.004+08:00

i cried so bad last night when a guy cursed my bestf so bad . Alot of evidences showed its him but how i wish it was really not him . how can it be ? i trusted him so much that i didnt even thought he would do this kind of thing . SITI SHOLEHA , where are you ! i miss you !!!!

i have a boyfriend and my boyfriend is alex turner .

huhu hehe hihi haha

2009-06-20T00:47:00.006+08:00

Yesterday chalet was alright , but fugging tired . havent had any proper sleep since tue
mum finished work earlier than usual . she bought some makeups for me and bikini , shorts and tote from fox
ate at new york new york = wow , so ex :s

am going sentosa tmrw !

you and me

2009-06-18T20:08:00.002+08:00

hangover . hangover . hangover

I was so happy when makel agreed to send me back home with his new bike !
Going chalet later . tired . want to sleep . hmpf

i miss aisyah , meet uh sio !

i want to eat fried fish soup with milk

2009-06-17T19:30:00.002+08:00

I've watched this actually weeks ago but only manage to update in blog today . two thumbs up drama show . i still cry after watching it three times , freaking will moved you to tears .

i want to change my cellphone because its too 'cutezz
theres a like some kind of blue-black or dont know what it is call on my lips , but when i touch , press or pinch it , i dont feel any pain . its not a big mark but twice bigger than a dot . what is it man ?

bestfriend day

2009-06-15T22:20:00.009+08:00

Saturday with Aisyah , borrowed Hazim Nicompoop's camera , superb . Sunday with Aisyah again but with Deanna and Rohayu . Saw a long black snake when taking pix !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we screamed and the snake ran away .

Mum bought me a laptop already , yay ! camera next !!

gentle sunlight should be you

2009-06-13T15:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday To Me

Thanks Seha Kim and Mum for the suprise party at home . Sadly, you both forgot to hide your slippers , i saw them outside my house so its a half suprise . hahahahaha . Thaaank you all for the wishes and gombak for coming to jurong west to celebrate with me . awwwwww

Going out with bestfriend again today !
yaaaaay !

2009-06-11T12:00:00.002+08:00

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HI !

i miss blogging like one fuck .
am at aisyah's house
got my shoes already from jerry( seller )
going out with bestfriend ( aisyah) tomorrow . so stop saying that we're not close !
bye

k da , da update da .

2009-06-08T19:45:00.006+08:00

ehhh hiiii . seha here . fifie is being a busted for not coming my house for sleepover :(
see lah , kan tabuleh update . oh yar so , i'm otp with her right now . let me make her feel embarrassed by telling everyone that , just a second ago she claimed that
she's in love with wan .

hahahahahahahahahahaahahahhaahah . sorry fie ! i dont like to lie .

anw , her bdae is coming real soon . 12 june .
ngadek ngadek ! mentang2 da 15 . but still , tak le beli (ci) or (B) .
gegegek .

ok lah , this blog will be back on hiatus .
i'm updating for th sake of updating .
bye

you no longer suk

2009-04-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

everything is nice now , alahai i like
watching 17 again soon , cannot wait

i still need you

2009-04-21T23:35:00.013+08:00

I have alot of things crossing through my mind right now . Cant think of any ways to start .
shouldnt be bother actually , but the main thing is that im feeling absolutely , not right .

gosh , whatever . I was browsing through seha's document in her desktop when i found all this pictures .

OMG MY HAIR RANGGI SIAA , MCM NAK GRUT JEKKS

im lazy to upload others

Boy you really suk for now

2009-04-20T11:59:00.003+08:00

ooohooo , Last Saturday bang handsome

Saturday ? hah , awesome . Thought of having dinner with N , E , T , Nurrah and Fel but headed to marina instead . Should have gone to bugis instead , see lah i missed the laksa . I love going out with bestfriend . i love hearing her complains about how messy is her hair , HAHA . one word , cute .

Bang turn up not to be an asshole anymore since he lent me a good , heart-warming listening ear when i was whining and complaining to him about how sad was i . He's acting like a robot on saturday , following me wherever i go and did whatever i commanded him to do . haha . It rains heavily in the morning when i was at gombak , cold and wet = alahai , i like

Will upload pictures sooon on multiply .

Sunday = malas day = sleep

boy you suk !

2009-04-15T20:06:00.003+08:00

i slept and 10.26am just now . Aunt reached home the moment i was awake . I should call her earlier to say that im going home at night so she would bring me to bugis but sadly , she claimed it was too late . i wanted to go sungai rd actually but she said she was lazy and she went to sleep instead . Bang was being such an asshole just now because he signed in using my account and talk to different people about things which i dont usually talk about . worse is he talked to people whom i seldom talk with . damn him !

Anyway i received a message from aul saying he was hospitalised ? i aint sure about that though . who knows he might be lying ? hope it isnt right .

now or never

2009-04-15T00:46:00.003+08:00

alamaaaak yan , mcm nak grut jekks

Ehh hi , i realised i'm turning into an owl soon . i sleep in the day and am awake in the night .
Met bestfriend and seha just now . been a long time since we three , sat down together and catch up with the things we've missed . We planned to go sentosa this coming saturday since sentosa claimed they miss our presence . will be looking forward to saturday !

you always call . and everytime you call , your words tears me apart .
gets worsen in the middle of the talk
and even worse when you hanged up .
sometimes , i feel youre acting like one beast

here are some pictures

more at http://iamyourhero.multiply.com/

2009-04-11T04:48:00.002+08:00

hiiii ,

its 4.50am in the morning and i still cant get to sleeep . insomia uh , hahahah .

lucky aul ade , he accompanied my by webcaming . we've been webcaming for like an hour ready ?

hahahah , si cutee tu .

hi aisyah , i lurpsz uue

2009-04-11T01:58:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .

i miss my bestfriend and i will kill myself if i didnt get to meet her tomorrow .

i want to meet her tomorrow .

tomorrow i want to meet her

i want to meet her tomorrow

tomorrow i want to meet her

want to her meet i tomorrow

ambak kau

this i promise you

2009-04-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hi Bestfriend , i miss you more than a child misses their blanket . Im so sorry i disappoint you , but i will fulfill my promises .

Hmmm , recently i look at him as a friend then i realised i loved him . its funny how i can still get butterflies in my stomach eventhough i've known him for a year perhaps ?
Your hugs always give me a sense of secure . And you always crossed my mind . oh boy ......

"can we like be a couple " he says

2009-03-29T20:53:00.007+08:00

kim

It was Granny's birthday yesterday . Followed mum to granny's house , waited for the cake-cutting ceremony then went out around 7 . It was very bored/mundane/plain at first but it got better at gombak . Kim baby was there too . At around 3 plus in the morning , police came but nothing happenend . Played 007 , hilarious much . Took alot of pictures of their madok scenes .

please enjoy laughing at Currydog

Kau the best uh currydog

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHH , i still cant stop laughing at currydog's picture !

lovers tonight , bestfriend tomorow

2009-03-26T13:36:00.009+08:00

Bin bin sebok

Didnt attend school today . currently at aunty's house , online .

Have you ever feel a powerful emotion, stronger than anything you've felt before ? you obsess and gugugaga over this person that you would die for them. haha , of course not . You think about them constantly and will be thrilled when you are near them and miserable when you are away from them. Sometimes , you desperately want to tell the person how you feel but are frightened of it at the same time . pfft

Once , i look at the person and i see something more than i did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person i can ever imagine myself with . Yet still l, i'm not certain about this at all .

tak tawu lerrrrrrrrrrr

2009-03-21T00:28:00.004+08:00

Hi ! Went bowling with bestfriend just now . Aisyah played bowling for the first time but UNEXPECTEDLY she won me . i had a total of 2 strikes while she have none , but yet she won ! must be machine failure -.-

Last minute planning , we headed to town . Chill Chill Chill at city hall.... reached aunty's house at 9 plus . Not sure whether am going out or not later afternoon , haiyaaa .

Anyway , we had girlstalk just now , very touching uh lu semue !

some pictures at marina last saturday

muke retarded habis siaa makel

aisyah dah pekak , fie pun

2009-03-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

blog is boring , i know . what to do ):

Elis birthday celebration was last saturday . awesome decorations especially the rose petals around the cake . the mask part was cute , so creative . sadly , me and aisyah cant stay too long there . Seha couldnt join us since shes attending kas birthday celebration at ecp last sat .

took alot of pictures with idk and irene . very funnyyyy , so many poses !

apologise for the late wish elis . hope you like the birthday gift from us

anyway , happy belated 17th birthday to you gorgeous !

stay pretty as always , love ya !

i was talking on the phone with aisyah the other night

ayu : kiter ade makcik name rosmini ?

aisyah : that one lah , the masak mini

fifie : tade link siaaaaa ( angry )

aisyah : ape ? tade gigi ?

fifie : ape yang tade chilli ?

whaaaaaaat the fuck , pekak nak mampos siaa dua dua !

love is blind mah , hahahahahahhahahahaha

2009-03-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

ahhh , long hair . my favourite chinese drama's last episod was yesterday ):

awwww , so saaad .
school holiday dah nak dekat . saturday ni birthday makcik . ade chalet ):
Apul was hospitalised . With a kind heart , i went to visit him with a nice chicken cutlet which he

had been craving for ^^

wow baiknye fie , i went there alone somemore .

mak dier gerek punye kaki uh !

bye

marchbabies :

happy birthday Makel ( 2nd march )

Happy Birthday Amy ( 3rd march )

Happy Birthday adek apul (5th march)

Happy Birthday Sehamini ! i love you muah muah

muke taak mandi !

frisson , no more

2009-02-25T15:52:00.008+08:00

my great grandma pass away yesterday morning and im suddenly down with fever this morning . okay , i shall update about saturday . I thought of thon-ing gombak but since seha insisted me to follow her go east coast , then i did . but things suddenly went haywire and i decided to call for help from gombak . Lucky theres Chubby who's willing to pay for my taxi fare from east coast to bukit gombak , awwwwwwwww . The rest of them made my day and instead of going home crying , i did smiled , heh .

Things were better now . wonderful . i've managed to save up some money to go shopping with bestfriend this saturday and also to have a haircut ! Ahah , and if possible , we really wish to catch a movie .

anyway ,

Happy Belated Birthday Izzati ! Had great time laughing with you last saturday , ahah .

i'll send you the pictures once my aunt transfer the photos to me smiles*

Ehh so cuteeeeee right , hahahahahahaahahah ; mcm aisyah

Awesome but not as great as Heart . i cried more when i watched Heart but this girl is gorgeous .

this aint a fairytale

2009-02-18T18:14:00.013+08:00

LOOOOOOK LOOOOOOOOOOOOK

Batik Vintage Dress

$18

Vintage Printed Long sleeve tee

$15

Its not my fault tee , greyish black in color selling at $6

reserved by alin

i dont know what to call this but selling away at $10

pls support !

add me at wondergirl-@hotmail.com

And oh , im selling my blue Roxy backpack at only $30 too . Pictures will be uploaded soon .

Haiyaaa , the reason why i'm selling some of my stuffs away , is because im facing cashtight now .

I celebrated my valentines day with bestfriend , as planned . she bought me a rose , how sweet . but unfortunately , the rose eventually dropped somewhere around fareast without me realising . people might have stepped on it ):

Me and aisyah bought for I.D.K lollipops for valentine since we're confirm we'll be meeting them .

Hope they like it .

okay , anyway , i attended nat's birthday party , last sunday . greaaaat hor !

okaaaaaay , a guy caught my eyes and oh , frisson overwhelmed me each time i see him .

HAHA !

This is Khadri , my brother .

Friday the 13th

2009-02-13T13:53:00.006+08:00

i decided to delete the previous post since it was a little messy . I met seha yesterday since she wanna buy a handbag at Fox . I'm going out with Aisyah tomorrow . we'll most probably going to have a picnic or maybe watching a movie . Seha has other plans with her friends so perhaps she wont be joining us .

this was the convo aisyah and yan had last saturday at marina which i find hilarious

Aisyah have to rush to airport on saturday night to meet her family there

Aisyah : Dah bye , aisyah dah nak jalan gy airport .

she went around saying goodbye to the people there . Foolishly , yan followed aisyah waiting for his turn to salam aisyah and he said this

Yan : Aisyah , yan pun nak kene pegy airport . Yan dah lambat ni . Yan nak kene hantar hamster yan pegy haji .

hahhaahahahahahahahhaa , gundu punye budak kecik gemok ( yan )

gombak hunks

2009-02-04T20:46:00.005+08:00

When i feel like letting everything go , for certain reasons i came back . But when i feel like starting everything as it is , something and someone just couldn't help to coperate but in fact , making me even frustrated and upset . Every weekends , i had hard time making certain decision but i ended up choosing the wrong choices . But for goodness sake , what you guys had thought has never came across my mind .

Almost every weekends , i ended up going back home with a very very heavy heart . must my sunday always be sad days ? those nasty words of yours , really create a big wound in my heart and worse still , theres no apology . actually , i didnt expect any sorry from people like you but atleast say something that will make feel better . i practice ' talk here end here' and ' forgive and forget ' once, but as for now , its getting out of hands and its too over limit .

i've said enough , but that doesnt mean , im giving up and running away like what i did few weeks ago . i'm finding the best way to end all this craps

i went missing

2009-01-28T17:52:00.002+08:00

i went sheesha with bestfriend yesterday . yan kept saying we step kakak2 , HAHA . had our lunch at pastamania .

i woke up in the morning with a very bad headache . i had my period and had stomach cramp .

sweetheart , muah muah

2009-01-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhh , finally its saturday !
i went to aunty to take my slipper and dress .
My handphone is confiscated yesterday because i came late to school and theres spotcheck
): ): ):
but my coincidently , my aunt received a phone since she had just subscibed
a new line , so she gave it to me with a new simcard .
lucky !

so yeah , aisyah seha and me will be going out later
and oh , aisyah buying a camera later , wow
okaayy , tak sabar . bye

end of you and me

2009-01-20T17:02:00.002+08:00

i didnt attend school again . i was too emotional last night that i cried after sharing stuffs/problems with seha . i've no idea whats next .
its either i throw everything aside and running away from it or to continue to face this .
i've made my choice , im running away from all this shit .
i know its stupid but hopefully , its the best
the end .

why must you go this time ?

2009-01-19T16:14:00.006+08:00

i know i know i know , my blog is fucking dead . i had no choice ): mum still refuse to buy for me a pc at home . i have to go friend's crib to update fs and blogger . anyway , im getting sick and bored but at the same time worried with the things that happened in my house . its freaking me out totally .things which we thought will never happen actually happened . i shouldnt be saying all this about my family but i've been brooding over it over and over again . i just hope nothing will happened to my mum .

i feel like letting it go sometime but when i try , something just brings me back . i hope i'm doing the right thing now . anyway , seha looks so cute playing her tamagotchi on her house couch !

look at them ! Yan looks like Laffy from the cartoon One piece , Man looks like the chinese new year's Ox with his hands while Wan looks like Dr Seuss , The grinch .
bagos , yan man wan dah songsang

Apek mabok !

Apit mabok malas !

Bang dah cowboy !

how i wish i dont ever need you ):

2009-01-05T17:46:00.005+08:00

school finally started . i've to slowly kill those holiday mood and start to adapt to school life back again . its gonna be hard on me this time because i didnt attend any school programme during the hoilday . i feel so different , okay im so exaggerating .

anyway , saturday night wasnt a day to look forward to . i fucking didnt know what was i saying , but trully didnt mean to make anything worse . i didnt know some words i mentioned that moment gonna hurt you that bad . okaay stop this , i cant believe i stole asam masin at shop&save that saturday . HAHA , random . whats asam masin in english ?

yan too poo said he will be marrying me when im 22 and then we're gonna cook nasi kicap and telor and we'll have alot and alot of maggi curry for our guests to cook for themselves throughout the wedding and then bambang will be the kendarat and will give out rumput to all those kids . apic will be the dj and wan will be the chef for our wedding . makel will do all the cleaning , cuci pinggan all . i like it when apit and yan do the actions of makel cleaning the plates .the hantaran will be one dollars and we'll be using selimut for our pelamin . ohhhhh , how singket ! HAHAHAHAHA , i find this super hilarious -.-

always the one bullying me but yet a pampered one , awwwwwwwwwwww .

im not feeling well ): ):

2008-12-30T01:12:00.003+08:00

pity me , im sick . i vomitted more than 7 times today + diarroehea . my stomach is empty and my head is whirling . i've never felt so sick like this before . im so sick that i asked my mum to call the ambulance to have me hosptilised and will have visitors bringing in flowers , chocolates , balloons for me . but no , i wont be able to enjoy countdown later . who would want their new year in hospital ? -.-

i've not yet bought my school books , damn . i will go later in the day , promise . i've not yet dye black my hair . haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

get well sooooon fifie , fcuk bye .

im so sorrry

2008-12-19T20:19:00.003+08:00

heeyyyyyy , im at bestfriend's crib now . Mum's acting nasty . She still insist on not buying for me a new pc , damn . School's gonna reopen sooon in around 2 weeks time ? whoaaaah .

i've been feeling so dumb and stupid lately . i wonder why someone would treat me this way . but if its because of the past , then i have to say im so damn sorry but whats past is past ? i dont know how to face you already . youre acting like we're new , stranger perhaps . pfffft . ahh , forget it

im going out with sehamini tomorow . my granny from malaysia gonna sleepover at my house for a few days , errrr . i have to disguise myself at home . and oh , yan(sdc) will be sending two cats to my house on sunday , whoaaaaah . i cant wait , bye !

imma unappreciative girl

2008-12-05T00:27:00.003+08:00

Oh this is for you Yan Too Poo !

I gave Chomel necklace and ring to my sister , Jannah . I love you baybeh , muaaahhh ! I've been sleeping over Seha's house because aisyah was being sucha ass to leave us again in Singapore . haha . Anyway , i've left someone for goood . Actually , im being honest to myself , thats all .
Im still waiting for a new desktop at home .
Seha and me got ourselves a tee from flash n splash just now . and im currently searching for a lanyard . prfft

MUKA TAHYOL feat. man black and yan too poo

grow hair grow

2008-11-19T03:38:00.002+08:00

grow longer hair

i manage to get internet connection at home , lucky ! if not , i would have been dead at home since theres no entertainment at all . my brother were not at home too , pfft ! i went to gombak earlier and we played chopchillichop , funnnnnny . i met i.d.k last saturday and manage to take pictures with them *smiles*

Aisyah went to KL with her family and she leave me alone with seha in Singapore ):
I miss her okayyyyy .
i'll be going to my grandma's house tomorow , its her ??th birthday , forgotten -.-

sweeethearts

2008-11-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

im currently at aisyah's crib . i will be sleeping her house since theres nothing else i can do at home . things have gone haywire these days . my impression towards someone have gone upside down totally . since i havent been blogging for sucha period , i dont have any idea on what to blog

i havent seen my brother for like a couple of days . we , family , dont spend quality time together that much , already . i've not yet get a job , damn it !

i may have love you

2008-10-30T17:55:00.002+08:00

fuck , my mum punished me by not paying the monthly fee for internet . damn it ! i've not been going to netball training , lazy pig . i have nothing to blog about but i wont be blogging that much these few days until i get back my internet at home . pfft .

i miss aan and olis ): its been two weeks since i last met them .

i dont love you like how i always do, anymore

2008-10-17T17:56:00.001+08:00

it was an old picture , extensions .

i skipped school today because i was on the phone till 4 plus and couldnt wake up . i spend the rest of the day , listening to songs and editing pictures . my prepaid is currently low so i cant ask aisyah to call me . theres netball training tomorow morning , so i cant sleep late today . i asked mum if she has enough money for my entrance fee to escape theme park tomorow , and she said yes . once again , imma happpy excited duck riding on a bike .

happy kid

2008-10-16T22:38:00.007+08:00

i went out with them on wed and also haidkal and bill sheepdog . i didnt bring alot of cash that day and so i have to skip dinner , oh how sad ): Amin bryan and amy then came . At night , apic and others came too . we took alot of pictures but imma lazy pig to upload it here .

anyway , i've nothing much to blog about . i had my netball training just now and yes i had fun but my hands is still aching ):

anyway i love siti aisyah and sheamini because they make me feel like a happy duck riding on a bike !

sweethearts

2008-10-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

Theres Kathy , Joanna & Drew . this 3 girls were best of friends since last year . For Kathy , Joanna was an extremely a talented listener and her sense of humor could brighten up her entire day . Her wise words were always exactly what Kathy needed to hear . Drew wasnt in the same school as Kathy and Joanna but still they were bonded . Now , things have changed . Kathy was very very sad but she didnt dare to tell them . Joanna no longer can use them as a reason for anything . Kathy and Drew was even upset when now , they were treated like as if they werent important anymore and wasnt anybody to her . They love Joanna but how ?

A story which real name wasnt used . The story wasnt complete and have no ending . What could happen next ?

sunday=boring

2008-10-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

netball training gonna start tomorow . i have to sacrifice my daily afternoon nap ):
anyway last friday i saw sleeq , mak kau , handsomee ! i went out with Rohayu on Friday and we did some shoppings , fun afterall !
Went out late on saturday , reached orchard around 6plus ? since seha finished her exams , we decided not to go home . sunday is always a boring day , agree ? anyway , i had this fucking disgusting exprience last night . i was chatting with a friend and suddenly i saw something on my hand . i thought of touching it and threw it away but my mind somehow tells me not to . Suddenly the thing moved and i ran like a lipas kodong and scream ! it was a millipede on my hand ! eeeeeeewwwwww

i had a talk with a guy yesterday and his words somehow brings some senses upon me .
instead of me storytelling him , he took the job . some of the words he mention and those advices were pretty much useful which i can promise i wont forget all those . ahhh , i fucking love you friend !

eat you so theres no more you

2008-10-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

schoool was very mundane . i decided to change blogskin since i have so much leisure time . there was some error in the links section so most probably i'll get some other friends to help . my blog will be so dead without links and tagboard . since theres no netball training this weeek i spend my afternoon sleeping and reading novels on friendship and relationship . Interesting perhaps . hah

im not looking forward to this saturday because , alot of arguments landed in our clan and oh its horrible . but hey , revenge isnt sweeet at all and it will never get things better . i think they should have their reasons for having you on . come on , lets just forgive and forget and live happily ever after , okay merepek .

come and go

2008-10-07T21:04:00.003+08:00

I didnt attend school today , plain lazy . I can swear i had a awesome/great day yesterday eventhough we theres only a number of us enjoying there . Sadly, the rest couldnt/dontwant to come . I just love lying around together with bestfriends watching the beautiful clouds and the sea , how i wish i live by the bay . I just love Siti Aisyah Binte Mohd Zen and Sejamini .

Anyway , last sunday i went out jalan raye with C5(olis tkde) and bestfriend . pictures will be uploaded sooon i get from aisyah .

i dont know what actually my heart yearns for

this feelings come and go

i always said no but when i reflect everything

im always feeling low and guility with myself

why ?

take me away

2008-10-03T12:17:00.005+08:00

I went to Malaysia(JB) a day before raya and back in singapore on the first day of raya . Having to stay for a day feels a week . it was so boring , i tell you . Cousins were all either waaay younger than me waaay older than me , so all i did there was : listen songs from my music player or use the house phone to call friends in Singapore .

sumpah dorang irritating nak mampos ~

I went out with Bestfriend yesterday . Everything was fine even though it wasnt planned . Bestfriend had her haircut and she looked like our early sec 2 days face . And oh , my hair is longer than her , be jealous aisyah . Met wan johan and their friend at penin and was actually suppose to follow them to town cause yan & makel horny were there but time didnt allow me to . i have to meet wan tengku and aan at bugis . i saw this bag at bugis and my eyes went O.O !im gonna get it soooon ~

2008-09-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

ohpit the sengau and fifie the buntut

geography wasnt manageable . freaking hard i tell you . saturday wasnt like any other saturdays . it was mundane but was abit alright when we went for sheesha . it was the best sheesha as compared to the previous place we went 3 weeks ago . reached home around 1plus since the last train was at 1.30am . kalau everyweek last train 1.30 kan besst . heh

hari raya is in just 3 days time ! you happy not ? i happy
im missing someoneeee right now , go figure !

baybeh ~

2008-09-25T16:09:00.003+08:00

sehamini couldnt attend yesterday gathering . it was very fun afterall . i feel like burning aisyah's hair the moment she reached home . Her hair is longer than mine , which im not quite satisfied actually . hahahhaha , kay kidding . anyway she looks better with this hair . with those beautiful scenes yesterday , waaah cair ~ i just love the way it is now .

had a great talk with seha on the phone yesterday . anger was changed into laughter by how we criticise people . i miss you laaah seJamini ( cute kan name ) hahahaaaha

i thought of not sleeping till 6 but my eyes betrayed me and gently close it . i didnt even did any single revision for maths paper , baik ape fifie . i was restless and kept on fidgeting during the paper just now . i stopped doing the paper halfway and stare into spaces . haiyoo fie ~ i'm suppose to revise geography today but instead i want to be stubborn and follow my mum to town later , heh

anyway , telinga panas dok dengar convo tadi . tak sayang mulot pe ? i couldnt even recall i'd said all those ? heh , mulot tarok pat jubo uh lain kali . pfft ~

it takes time to heal

2008-09-22T15:20:00.003+08:00

GIGI KUDA

sorry for being so 'emotional' on the previous post . but hey , i was just being honest and letting everything out . that wasnt all actually , theres more which i could have written but i dont want any party to get hurt . forget all this , it takes time to heal . lesson learnt and i wont repeat the same old pathetic mistake . i wont be coming to school for today and tomorow , 2 days mc !

anyway next week is raye ! so fast huh ? last paper will be on 30th , a day before raye . i'll be going to malaysiaa :( but will be back on the first day of raye . i suddenly feel like having a chalet with friends during this upcoming holiday ? should plan it later . anyway , thanks wan tengku for giving me a call just now to cheer me up and listen abit to my sorrows eventhough its like 10 mins only ? heh . i love sweethearts !

do you knows how much it hurts to be missing you ?

2008-09-21T17:30:00.011+08:00

old picture . old caption . old edit

Finally , my prediction was true . lucky for me , i didnt put in much hopes on the words people told me because . i'd tried my best to not even believe all those but , tell me whos not happy when you hear all those beautiful words from friends , not friends perhaps , its bestbuddies .
Nehhh , i dont blame you guys for having me landed in this state because i believe you guys also didnt expects this to happen either . fcuk myself for putting myself this way because in the first place i shouldnt have even done that pathetic mistake .

i didnt know whether i should wait for you or just stops here but my heart says i dont mind not having to be yours but i wish i could continue to be by you in any circumstances . Thick tears dropped one by one right after i read that message , i mean it . i read the message over and over again and each time i read the last word , i will end up sobbing . im so totally not alright .
:(

where oh where ?

2008-09-18T23:03:00.002+08:00

we dont spend time like how we used to . wheres all the wonderful time flew ?
i'm a little upset here . it just seems like we're normal friends ;
normal friends who only searches for each other only when theres problem .
i cant be jealous but maybe the people there could bring smile upon your faces , idk .
nehh , im just having wild imaginations . i wouldnt want this to carry on just like this but i guess you people have alot of loved ones to handle , idk too .
i couldnt be more straight here but yeahh , im just noting down what i really feel .
i'm so not alright . frankly , i feel im no longer important/somebody to you girls

i'm sorry if this was unexpected but i know its always i'm the one feeling/realising all this .
but , frankly try putting yourself in my shoes . maybe you guys wont understand . its alright . it'll get better in time , i guess ?

where are the hopes ?

2008-09-16T20:36:00.004+08:00

thats hidayah !

its been a week since i last update . its just that , i didnt have the mood to blog . schoool sucks as usual . but i'm happy that i didnt went out these days . i spend my precious time at home , sleeping and reading . anyway , last saturday wasnt a day to remember . it was friggin awful that day but i take it easy and forget everything . now , im alright . I'll be having my first end of year paper this thursday . yes , i've started my revision .

anyway , i miss this people ; sehamini aan ouhpit mok wan olis lina

i dont miss aisyah because i see her everyday .

its pretty irritating , HAHAHAAH

kaaay joking , muaaaahmuaaaah !

LALI LALI !

2008-09-11T22:07:00.006+08:00

school was alright . i was not as sleepy like how i used to be because was all the way i was smsing people in class . i've already applied for an atm card and was freaking shocked to see , theres only 170bucks(salary) in my account . so i have to cancel some wish in wishlist . ohh how sad .

i thought it wasnt going to be a great day because i was quite pissed alot of times but with aisyah around , i cant be better . she made my day with her banyak-foul mouth .

we took neoprints and end up laughing at each of the shots . we thought of catching a movie but no movie actually catched our attention . break fast at pizzahut since we are tempting to try the apetahhname pizza tu . anyway , im missing someone right = a guy , ssshhhhh .

special feelings

2008-09-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

maybe i should just get it straight here . firstly , i shouldnt have fallen for you because main reason i'd fall for you is just because of your , gentle words and tender voice . i should have think wisely before i even make the step to get into you . now , i find it hard to stop having those special feelings for you . sometimes i do feel like you're worth the wait . cause i heard closefriend stating bout you . but , i couldnt just simply believe or even put on hopes on all that because i feared all this will turn into fake/false hopes . i dont know whats next . hopefully he'll feel the same [ insert sad face ]

i didnt attend school today and has prescriptions from doctor , i'll be getting my pay tomorow since i had already applied for an atm card . anyway , i cant wait for friday night cause the next day is saturday . im done ; muahhh !

hopefully he'll feel the same

2008-09-09T22:01:00.003+08:00

i had difficulties sleeping early at night these few days , headaches is one of the reason . i fell asleep in class a number of times . i couldnt control my heavy eyes , seriously . my english teacher was being sucha sweetheart and let the students with no workbook ( bookcheck) to rest for like 30 mins ? ape lagi , tido lah . i spend the whole english lesson smsing aan and olis .
recieved a message from aunty . so yeah , i followed her to queensway and break fast at her house . and oh , I SAW SALLY ! hahaha , miss her dokksss * hugs *

anyway , i gotta crush on someone
maybe not a crush ?
because it lasted for a month already
perhaps its a deep/huge/big crush

all i ever need is , you

2008-09-08T17:04:00.003+08:00

school's started . it wasnt a good day to start , i was restless in schoool . i kept falling asleep and do everything at a very slow pace . lucky for me , self-study was cancelled if not i would have suffer for 3 hours in the art room , mugging . i'd rather study at home , lagi comfortable . i had a great talk with aisyah just now during recess time since we cant eat . as usual , i would share with her my saturday stories and we always ended up laughing all along . huahuahua . i love you bebehhh ~

reached home arnd 3 and since theres 10 bucks in my purse , i went to have a haircut .

[ points up] i look like last year , hahhahaahaa . yantoopoo's gonna laugh when he sees this , confirm punyaaaa . anyway , i've just realised this . im only living for saturday . im always only looking forward for saturday saturday saturday . i should change this habit quickly or else im stuck and will end regretting . * baik fifiee *

happy bithday

2008-09-07T08:18:00.009+08:00

Haaaaaaaapy 17th Birthday Aan !

may you have a memorable 17th birthday

and have a great life ahead !

* hugs *

yesterday was indeed a great day even though its now in the fasting month . i finally bought my straight cut jean [ grins ] met ohpit , waan tengku and aan at cityhall and to kill time , we played arcade . break fast at burger king since the other fastfood restaurant were full . we had a very hard time thinking of where to go after we had our meal . in the end they came up with an idea of going for sheesha ~

today is my last day of work * gelek pantat * here are some pictures ;)

act at the right time

2008-09-06T01:27:00.003+08:00

gahhhhh , i misss them all :(
im sure when school reopen , i'll get suspended for not attending netball after being warned . huahuahua . exams is drawing near . NO ! perhaps its already toooo near . i havent start any serious revision at all . i spend my time talking on phone , chilling here and there and doing nonsense stuffs . watthepak . i miss aisyah seriously , i didnt get to meet her for like a week ?
watthepak . rinddu kamu dehhhh ~ i know you miss me alot too , dont you ? kay whatever fie .
im going out later with opit wan tengku aan all ^-^ probably to haji lane , buke there and entaaah ape dorang nak buat . but before meeting them i promised mum to follow her to geylang :(
haiyaaaaaa .

will update later at night or perhaps , tomorrow :)

never serious huh you ?

2008-09-03T20:46:00.005+08:00

i didnt attend netball today because my backbone hurts somehow . mum bringing me to doctor tomorow :( i cried the whole night yesterday . yes i mean it , the whole night . i miss you bestestguyfriend , pictures of you kept rewinding in my head .

[ damn fcuking crying face ]

i've really fallen for you , how ?

fcuking crying face

2008-09-03T00:24:00.006+08:00

(tengok muka opit ! )

hahahahahhahahahahahah . muke rapist seh opit ! i went out with rara earlier . we head to town first and i ended up chilling at woodlands with naaat . had our dinner at causeway point . bought my stud and off to meet opit under his block . had my piercing done , thanks to opit . kelaaaakarr giler badaks . reached home arnd 11 plus . theres netball training tomorow , shiaaaaaats ~

ehhhhh , sleeq to be ^-^

2008-09-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

muka busok

i shouldnt have worn my skateshoes on saturday . now i have to throw it away because its waaaaaay too dirty . hell yeah , im gonna get a new kicks sooooon . saturday was awful in the beginning but was better at night . i was pissed off , seriously .

so here it goes , saturday
i went out with family and we took bus from mustafa centre and i alight at kallang . my shoes are all wet due to the heavyrain , eeeeeyer . i gave seha a call , expecting her to bring for me any shirts but she brouht her sisters' instead - waduhhh tu budak kecik . i trained to city hall and while waiting for seha , i bought a brown short and oh not to forget a pair of socks toooo ~
when i was changing suddenly , amaaaaaaaaaak ; dtg bulan pulaaaakk
lagi naik darah . lucky seha was being sucha goodgirl and she bought me pads ; muahhh muahhhs .
seha went to meet her friends while me , budakgombaks . ambik gambar pulakkkkk dorang .
skip that , i head to esp . baybeats !
i joined in with seha , wwadddddddddddddduhhhh .
org bodysurf( irfaaan ) tak ingat dunie jatoh dekat fifie pulakkkk . kaki maaaanyak lukeluke noh . took nr home and home tak sweet sangat home

went down to gombak on sunday to pass baeng his mp3 . i had great time laughing with/at them . netball was cancelled for today , ape lagi ! haaaaapy uhh . besides that , i dont know why , my manager was being sucha sweetheart and only let me work on sunday ^.^
sikitlah duit gaji i :(

2008-08-29T12:32:00.002+08:00

this picture was last year ?
and actually this was this times when i dont feel appreaciated there .
i feel like , i wasnt suppose to be there .
the noises i made was called , irritating .
when my motive wasnt even to irritate you guys .
therefore i took the step and runaway , to the people who could tolerate me .
i never had the thought of that you people are low standard .
why would i even want to say that ? when some of your crew are people i love too ; fir all that .
i explained everything to him and thank god , he's still my bestbuddy .
i dont know what to say already . till now , i doesnt take this as a fight or whatsoever but just a fcuking hell , misunderstandings -.-

2008-08-27T21:03:00.006+08:00

tell me whose not gonna be extremely sad when things you wanted dont really happened ? or maybe it hasnt happened yet but you have this horrible prediction ?

i can get extremely upset when things like this happened especially when it comes to relationship . heh , tell me who dont .

im experiencing this now and i couldnt run away from it .

its always the same the thing happening again and again . after the last few same incidents , i have already vowed to myself not to repeat the same mistake again but yet im doing this again .

haaaaaaa , im not okay now :(

i miss rohayu badly

2008-08-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

this picture still remained as my favourite

Few more minute , POOP its your birthday . Small girl , youre already 14 . Still remember how we nagged at each other about you leaving to cambodia on my birthday ? How you locked me inside the balcony for few hours with sehamini , just to create a video presentation with deanna for me ? i can still remember how much i missed you when you were gone from my sight at the airport on my birthday . the msges i sent to you when i cried badly because i thought no one will be celebrating my birthday with me . sweeeetmemories i tell you . And me being angry and threatened you by saying i'll be going to Bangkok with my aunty on 22nd aug because i dont want you to go cambodia .

But heyyyyy aisyah , im here to celebrate your birthday with you . it may be the first time im celebrating it with you but i can bet you , its gonna be a memorable one for you .

Still remember how we argued last Saturday and i was being a one hell ego girl but lastly im the one who breaks down and cried when i saw you . i still could recall what exactly i said to you . That shows how much i really dont want to loooooose aisyaaaah .

Things were all unexpected now . i understand truely how you feel . im here for you anytime anywhere anyhow , thats a promise . Fir requested a favour from me , to take goood care of aisyah and not to let anything bad affect her health plus to bring up smile on her face . ohh sure will , i will mark my promise , Fir ;)

Haaappy Birthday Aisyah

i love you , always and forever

do i even stand a chance ?

2008-08-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

yesterday wasnt that goood at all . alot of unexpected things happened and majority of it wasnt nice at all . words which i never even mention or thought of them came out resulting a broken friendships . i tried to save this friendship but i should have known the type of person you are ; who sticks and wont change your decision . everything was awful yesterday , seriously . i wont brood over this anymore , theres no point right ? i guess im fine with it now ? whatever .

anyway , sweethearts is sweethearts once again * smilessssssssss *

aisyah's birthday is like in a few days time , i reckon shes excited by now

and oh , i didnt attend work today , im just plain lazy ; heckcare laaa

went to queensway with aunty , and she bought me a vintage dress

thank you so much maaaan .

tomorrow is monday which means 5 more days to saturday ?

i have netball trainings on mon wed and fri

and i have to work on tue and thur

its gonna be a very tiring week for me , waduhhhhhhhh

how i wish everyday is saturday -.-

i want the old times back , please

2008-08-16T00:16:00.004+08:00

where has ...

those afternoon meetups on weekdays gone to ?

those night phone calls gone to ?

those having lunch or dinner together gone to ?

lastly

where has all those good times gone to ?

where ?

it seems like all 3 of us are minding and doing our own things

im not sure either whether you guys realised this or not and if youre not , i dont think we are meant to be called sweethearts .

* insert sad sad face *

if i only i could be with you :(

2008-08-15T00:13:00.005+08:00

schoool was alright except that im a bit lost in some things .

i couldnt stay awake for english lesson because hey ! its way tooooo boring .

the lesson is partly all about reading reading and making people read , oh so awesome !

i'll be having maths and science test next week , must studdddddddddddy horh .

anyway , i went to work just now and our manager was being very and extremlely pathetic because he made me and some other crew count the straws , the knives , the forks and tomato sauce when we're supposed to go home at 10 . ohhhGayyyy , awesome number 2 lah him .

he forced me to work tomorow because theres lack of one crew , chipopehkia !

anyway tomorow is friday and up next saturday ! ( siape tak tahu eh )

the day where i finally finally finally relaaax and have fun ^^

ohhyahh , aisyahs' stating the fact in her blog .

i realised i was abit mental in the past ! wanna know why ?

when i was p4 or was it p5 ? i couldnt remember but its okay . so here it goes . mum gave me 70 bucks which is already tooo much for me . but actually its too much for a ten year old girl like me . okaay whatever . so yeahh , i head to jurong point alone . mum actually gave me that money for me to buy branded pencilcase and wallets but i spend it other lame stuffs .

1. i went to roam around jp alone !

2. i bought pencilcase for my friend

3. i went to play arcade alone !

4. i went to eat at banquet alone !

5. pathetically , i went to watch movie ' king kong ' alone !

i guess im a loner in the past ? ohh whatever , but i did practically all my stuffs , alone ? hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahha , okay dahh diam * aisyah keep quiet ! *

i know shes probably laughing when reading this because shes sucha a bustardeous !

hahahahahahha , kay dah bye !

2008-08-12T18:37:00.002+08:00

i have to drag myself to work yesterday eventhough im down with fever and fcuking flu because i skipped alot of times last week , wapiangeh . i didnt went to school today because my flu's getting worse and my fever is playing funfair , high and low . come on , get well soon fifie .
i missed home econs lesson today [ sad face ]
there will be netball training tomorrow , wallaneyy .
mum is bringing me to doctor later , i wanna have 2 days mc please ;)

i miss aan the 6th child :(

im prepared

2008-08-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

everything went as sweet as sugar yesterday until the time when she put me in a 'whatwentwrong' state .

i couldnt react neither nor to speak , i was speechless .

all i could think of was , crying .

it was drastically unreasonable . if you really thought you could treat me like a doll , sorry much you got the wrong person .

all i could turn to at that moment was , aisyah . but i couldnt blame her for not answering my calls because it was around 4 in the morning and shes probably asleep soundly .

i dont have anyone else to turn to .

i ran from where im seated to the scene where you were in sorrows after countless times of receiving shoutings from you but its meaningless hopeless useless .

i felt unappreaciated much .

Thank you so much sehamini .

we are no longer lovers

2008-08-06T20:39:00.003+08:00

im laaazy to update blog these few days . oh anyway , im busy with work and netball training .

i dont have a single day to enjoy a relaxing nap *sighs*

one of my extensions dropped in school , malu nyer :DD

im adding extensions gain , this weekends ; please come fast ^^

national day's is in a few days time , confirm pack ehh marina .

early dismissal on friday but saaaaaaadly , i have netball training in the afternoon :(

not to forget , happy 10th monthsary to me and aisyah

we are still your superheroes with no powers * smile *

2 more months to a year ; wooooow !

saturday come fast ^^

2008-07-31T22:07:00.002+08:00

schoool was fine ( ? )

i had fun during the last period ; translating english words to chinese words ^^

Finally i got to enjoy a cup of yoghurt with Siti Aisyah .

went home and fell asleeeeep , woke up around 6 and met mum at gek poh .
nothing great to blog about -.-

theres no netball training tomorow but i'll be working [ sighs ]

geraaam geraaam geraaaaam * tengok bawah *

i waaaant this shoes , please (?!?!)

jason's enemy ^^

2008-07-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

im starting work this friday saturday and sunday , woahkaaao !
i cant go out this sat because im working till 10 ?
but most probably , i will still come down marina [ insert happy face ]

okaaay , lets talk about schoool
mr yap didnt attend school for 2 days already , happy uh abeh .
theres art tomorow and i cant wait ^^

Haaaaapy 6th monthsary Aisyah and Fir ;
have a happy life ahead , marigold and kambing ^^
love you both * winks

Fred perry ^^

2008-07-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

no pictures for today .

anyway , happy belated birthday tutu ; sorrry for th late wish .
i read ahhdehh's blog and it seems that you have a great day on your birthday
glad to hear that ; have a great life ahead * winks *

no pictures were taken on sat because

1. both me and aisyah forgot to bring our camera
2. we were busy layaning people that we dont have time to take picture (step mane nyer busy)
3. i also dont know

aisyah and myself did extension again at fareast but this time round , it cost alot . we thought of doing the cheaper ones so that we can have a number of strands but the saloon which we went sells better quality extension ; what we are looking for actually * happy *
aunty bought w910i for me ; oh how kinddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ~
schoool suk , i fell asleep a couple of times , haiyaaaaaaaa

i thought theres no netball today but hell yeah , there is .
but theres no training on friday .
happy giler badak .

anyway , i help aisyah in searching for gummy bears at a nearby shop and i got a kiss in return .
korang tak nak try ke ?
hahahahahahha , whatever fifie [ insert lameshit face ]

asam pedas bubblegum

2008-07-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

i went to schoool for the whole weeek * claps *
i toook a nap at home each time school session ended and wakes up at around 7 plus .
by then , mum has already reached home with foood [ insert smile ]
and by 9 its time for me to watch beachballbabe which ends at 10
did my homework while drinking coffee ( mcm mak mak siaa )
then sleeeeep early at around 12 plus .

netball teacher sms me informing there wont be any training tomorow .
ape lagi , happy giler badak lah saya .
the next training will be 2nd august .
boleh bercinta sekejap fifieeee .
whatever .

i decided not to take out my extension but instead adding more this sat because i reckon stpedad will be giving me 50 bucks because i helped to shower his cat * wiggles *
get well soooon aisyah , throat pain uh ? eat yoghurt somemore uh , tsktsktsk
hahaha , kay bye .

when will you ever clear my doubts ?

2008-07-22T15:35:00.006+08:00

i feel like running away from all this but at the same time i know running away from all this doesnt helps thing gets better . i aint that strong to be facing this now . brother and i had a talk yesterday and his words leads me shedding tears . he even raised his hands to slap me but he didnt . i dare not show to him i was crying because i was acting like i dont even care but deep down , his words hurts , seriously . he no longers talk to me like how he did in the past and he's always picking on me . i've changed , yes i do but what makes he thinks friends are the reason i changed ?

oh whatever .

i wanna take out my extensions already . it hurts the lower part of my head especially when im lying down . and i need to wake up earlier than the normal time i wakes up to school just to tie hair . i waaana take it out already . my art project is overdue and im still holding on to it . tsktsktsktsk

aisyah is the reason why i smile everyday ;)
i miss sehamini and rohayu badly .
i wanna go out with rohayu again uh :(

Happy Birthday Erna , may you have a great life ahead sweetie ;)

2008-07-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

i had a great time yesterday and i mean it , i really had fun . basically , i went out with aisyah seha and rohayu . went to Aryl's house and alot of people were there . headed to jurong east and everybody admitted that they were pissed off . and it includes me too because they were not being punctual * kicks yan's butt * headed down to marina and we toook alot of pictures but most of them dont includes me . around 9 plus we went to chua chu kang . mcm takde motive gitu pergi sane -.- and oh , yan kicked my leg hard , painful and i nearly cried :(
i love Siti Aisyah Siti Sholeha and Siti Rohayu
anyway i love looking at jojo's cat . effing cute uh ;)
seha kuat menggatal dok ngn kucing jojo -.-

hahahahahhaha ni dua anak suke nah kacau budak kecik

is there a chance ?

2008-07-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

i did attend school today when actually i dont feel like going . i thought its gonna be extremely boring but no ! its not . we were laughing throughout the whole maths lesson . aisyah cant come to school because she has a high fever , i miss her dehhh . went back home straight . tooook a long nap and woke up at prolly around 7 plus . mummy's birthday is this saturday , im not sure whether we'll be celebrating . but tomorow , aisyah me and seha planned to hold a mini celebration for her just incase she decides to go to malaysia this weekend .

i miss aisyah and sehamini badly :(

got myself together

2008-07-15T23:28:00.004+08:00

gambar last year

teacher was disappointed regarding my attitude towards netball . frankly , i dont like to be in the position whereby im not being myself . a position whereby i need to pretend and hide my true color . i hate it , seriously . i admit im not into netball this while and make it as if i entered netball just for the sake of having cca . nyehhh , thats not true . whatever it is , i cant be dragging this . i have to do something ? * huge sighs *

i wonder what will mdm aisyah said when she sees me first thing in the morning for her boringlamengantok lesson . i've not been attending her lesson since last last week since i was always absent on the day of her lesson . baik fifieee . i've been going to gombak daily , not exactly daily , and had great time playing 'snap' with some of them . hahahahahahahaahahaha . okaay whatever . anyway i ordered a top online ; blogshop and i'll receiving it in one week time . lambat nyer .

i waaaaaaaaaaaaana watch movie uh . anyone ? [ insert sad face ]

2008-07-13T20:55:00.005+08:00

Reasons for not updating

1. laaaaaazy

2. nothing great to blog about

i bought a white tank top after receiving 30 bucks from aunty yesterday . met wan at jurong east and headed to wisma . thought of eating but no appetite . met aisyah , fir and dannie as well as apul but we went on seperate ways . walked down to penin and met chubby bang and others . paiseh siol fifie , ingatkan dorang betol2 nak tengok wayang -_______-

things were unexpected at night . rabaaaaak giler badak dok fie , haiyaaaaaa

i tend to go toilet alot of times ; bladder ade problem uh

and i vomitted alot of times . yag siaaaaaaa fifie . didnt went home again , planned to stay awake till morning but my eyes gave up and went to sleep . okaay , that was yesterday . pictures are taken but that chubby go deleted it :( anyway , i lost my camera's usb cable so sending of pictures will be delayed . sorrrrry dorry .

i didnt went anywhere today . stayed at home be goodgirl . talked on the phone with aisyah and sehamini for hours . mum coooked a very delicious dish . errrrrrrrrrrm , im missing someone right now :(

p.s currrrydog punye rambot cutee ! * kening naik naik*

2008-07-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

for me , its been a long time since i went out lunch with aisyah . so yeah , we went straight to pizza hut after school to try the student set lunch . it was alright afterall but we regretted choosing pasta instead of pizzas . haaaaaaa . rushed home and get changed . i accompanied bang and currydog to town ; to find their stuffs . currydog bnyak duit siol * kening naik - naik *

hahahaha . im elated to get to know , those words was just a joke and everythings' normal now .

[ insert happy face ]

theres training tomorow , haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

2008-07-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

fucccccccccccccccck . i dont believe in friends who come and go when i first met them . they convinced me much that they are not that kind of human . but hey what happen now ? everything seems so wrong . its unexpected like seriously . i dont want us to seperate neither do i ever wish for it . i dont want i dont want i dont want i dont want :(

i held my tears till i reached home , i cant take it anymore . i feel like shouting to the world , i love them . ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

:(
:(
:(

im falling again ?

2008-07-06T17:38:00.006+08:00

saturday was great and awesome . we actually planned to go sentosa but ended up not going because each of us just dont feel like going . we also did planned to go chinatown to have some pictures taken but still , we dont feel like going . so we headed to marina and i vomitted in the bus again . lucky i brought along a plastic bag . kecoh uh ade ndp rehearsal -.-

i didnt went home yesterday but instead i stayed at friend house and slept at 6 plus i think . tido sampai air liuh meleleh , malu you ^^ went back home and was fast asleep . so basically , i dont have any plan today . but i think i'll be going to subway to have dinner with sehamini . mum showed some new vcd she rented . i chose this movie , The tales of Mari and the 3 puppies .

its a true story of a Japanese drama which follows a dog named Mari and her three puppies in the aftermath of the October 2004 earthquake that caused widespread devastation in the northern Japan prefecture of Niigata. a very sad and heartwarming story . i cried while watching certain scenario . go go go watch it ;]

happy 9th monthsary twin superheroes <3

2008-07-04T16:12:00.002+08:00

i didnt attend schoooool again . i got a very bad headache in the morning . sorrry mr yap ; i didnt manage to decorate the noticeboard behind :( my brother bought chicken rice for me just now and we had a talk on the dining table . he claimed i've changed . changed prolly not into someone better but other way round . he sounded so serious that i nearly shed tears but i cling onto it . im sorry .

anyway , i hope tomorow's plan gonna be as planned . i'll bring along my aunty camera if she allows . i miss aisyah and sehamini :(

2008-07-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

i have alot of things to blog about . Frankly , i finally got over him . and i mean it , i got over him . i dont have to pretend anymore . i dont have to cry in sorrows anymore . i dont have to keep saying to myself i gave up when actually i cant . but at this moment , i got over him . Thanks for everything . im still so grateful that youre still my fellow friend who could stay up late night just to talk to me on phone . thanks nay Y

To be honest , i dont like to see you both having grudges on each other . like i mentioned alot of times , i cant be on neither side . but lucky you both have a very positive attitude to fight back to clear up the cracks of you girls' friendship . now things are better , i love you girls Y